many times before i relate a lot of what i deal with thru anime...this is no different. vegeta...the prince of all saiyan...the strongest until he was beaten and was shown that he wasn't as strong as he thought. all he could ask himself was how in the hell could someone "beneath him" be stronger than him. it was even worse when he became a super saiyan and vegeta hadn't. i can relate to this part. all he could ask himself again was how in the hell could not become a super saiyan. it was his birthright. it was his destiny his and his alone. so he trained and trained til he bled and sweat and still nothing. it was driving him to the brink of madness and will to resort to extreme measures....and then he becomes a super saiyan...but he also uttered the words..."i don't care"...
no fuckin way is this goin to stop me. i realized how much stronger i truly am. fuck despair. yea i'm full of hell's rage right now. the amount of chaos i'm goin to bring will make the earth quake. the want to be the strongest is stronger than ever. yes, i became broken for a day. but i'm now fuckin hellbent on proving myself and becoming the strongest. i've been chained by my own fears for far too long..time to break these fuckers one by one and roar bloody hell doing it. for these chains are my problem and mine alone to face. the weight they bear is holding my strength back from its true potential...with the killer instinct resolve i will break them becoming stronger than anyone ever fuckin imagine...like a nightmare coming to life..i embrace the pure savagery ahead..and the damage forthcoming won't be ignored...for the voices in my head won't let me rest...won't let me be satisfied..and will forever keep me hungry...i become a wrecking machine monster...the engine of chaos... fueled by rage, pain and suffering..the living nightmare that doesn't sleep but feeds to become stronger...i will bleed. i will roar. i will fight and give it hell. i will wage war til my dying breath. i will not be denied.
" to become unstoppable you have to always challenge yourself tobecoming the strongest...how do you do that? by facing thestrongest..its not how many victories or losses...its how many of themmade you stronger.."
if i have to fail five more times, i fuckin will. soon i won't have any fuckin weaknesses and there will be only one path...the one wreaked with chaos to upset the balance.... cause i'm not a champion. i won't relax. i won't be satisfied. i won't be fuckin stopped! i will do what it takes...if it means breaking skulls with my bare hands daily..i will do it. if it means bending nails til my hands bleed, i will do it. whatever it fuckin takes. i have become a human wreaking machine unlike anything anyone has seen before and wreaking chaos left and right is my primary goal. the warfare i bring will wreak blood and sweat and the brutality i will cause will question whether i'm sane or not...no, i'm not sane anymore. the path to be the strongest will be paved with blood and chaos. no one will be safe. i won't hide who i am anymore...i am monster. time to fuckin act like it. fuck the egos i might break. the prides i will take. why? cause this means more to me than just words...its who i am...not i will become.
i will kill every PR. i don't plan on taking prisoners and i will drop any and all dead weight behind me. my hunger has taken hold of me like never before and it will unleash hell. my killer instinct will evoke violent intentions willing to go thru anything and anyone if necessary. i've been ready for this for a while now. i've already given my final notice. i know there will be more pain and suffering...i don't care. this is what vegeta meant. he didn't care what it took anymore...even if it came to claim his life...he will not die weak and prepare to unleash hell. i am over the edge...and will be someones fuckin nightmare...i am a monster.
and if you don't believe me....that's fine. just remind me to spit on you later...and if you want to write me off or keep me down..that's fine too...just remember who's in the shadows with hell's eyes waiting to be your worst fuckin nightmare...one that won't end.
learn this. to be broken is part of the process. to say you are unbreakable means you won't learn anything. you won't learn hunger. this is what it means to be alive. to be awake. to be hungry. and to have the killer instinct to go after what you want. fuck the haters. they will be there. just spit on them and move on. everyone will doubt you and won't take you seriously. so what? are you in this motherfucker for you or them? let them talk. they damn sure don't want to train with ya cause you will run their puny-asses into the ground and keep walking like it aint shit. there is no room for fear. this is it. either you nut up or shut the fuck up and leave the gym. whine, cry and complain if you have to. do it and get over it and get your ass back in the game. falling is all apart of gettin up. know that you will be hellbent and no matter the competiton where or when, NO ONE WILL STOP YOU. why? cause you have strengthened all your weaknesses and know how to strengthen anymore that show up and endured all the hell, pain and suffering and willing to stand more. the killer instinct in you won't let you quit. you will be a nightmarish wreaking machine that will wreak chaos and throw off what most people call balance. don't make apologies to those who don't understand who you are...eliminate dead weight...change the fuckin status quo..
and BE what everyone fears you will BE,
TB
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